Alright! Just maybe, you can say I'm stress as I'm against time and I've this habits of actually being "very active" on Facebook. Starts from posting songs, listening to some songs with my headset until I feel a bit relax and thinking of something random; as in fact its the inspirational stuff comes out, totally random thoughts and then I shared on my Facebook status! Sorry for those whom got the mess from my update status!
Anyway, while I was busy editing (checking photos basically), I turned on " How Great is OUR GOD" sung by Chris Tomlin. Quite loud and I started to sing like always, then the older soul of mine came out and made me quite well, old LOL!! Oh just in case you never heard the awesome song on praising how GREAT HE really is, Just check the youtube : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b69CcVs8pMc&feature=related and its really soothes my soul.
SO what are my random thoughts? Today's random thought from the overloaded brain is
" The best things and person in life doesn't come nor it should ever leave quickly. It's actually a process, it takes time and always come unexpectedly. But when you recalled the beautiful things, you know it came (comes and will be coming) at the Right Time, The Right Feeling and with the Right Person/Moment. Undeniably, whenever I took myself to sit and remembered, I realized great things are showering my daily life & HE gives what I needed the most at the time NOT what I wanted more. HIS plans are just PERFECT and HE blesses me so much with MIRACLES. My life is not always happy but HE always makes me ended the day with something I can smile for and be thankful about. No One says that "Miracle has to be something big", but instead when you gathered together those small little things that goes so right is called as Miracle. HIS blessings does not always 100% shows but the tiny little things which you forgot to count are the ones you need to say thank you the most. "
.... THE REASON : I've no idea why but maybe because the song and I sang them from the deepest of my heart. Actually, no matter how screwed up my day is, I know Mr. Grumpy will do whatever it takes to just bring that smile in my face. No matter how cool I acted or how stress I'm, being with him has really given me peace. Is it the way he make me feel, the effort he does or its just because I want to feel good? But regardless whatever crap day I had, I gave my best to actually spent my time to pray and forgive. Often Its hard, it took a day but I knew, I'll. The first prayer of asking HIM to forgive the person who harmed you is tough but as its for the 2nd, 3rd, 4th, it'll be easier even if they are still hurting you.
The first thing to do is ask HIM to forgive, accept the forgiveness then you can find peace. and having Mr. Grumpy by my side, Believing in HIS plans and Asking for HIS Forgiveness are the things which make me so thankful in life. And eversince I surrender myself in HIM, I know HE Have great plans for us, for me, for Grumpy, for our career, for our relationship and great future too. Mr. Grumpy is not perfect of course, I named him Grumpy for a reason but this grumpy man of mine is the one who have always been my reminder about the LORD. The memories we made, the ups and downs we went through made me even more surrender in HIM. In other way of saying, our life together itself is a MIRACLE from HIM. Our journey is not easy but HE makes us succeeded in each tests HE gives us and for me, personally, it's a miracle.
I'm sure not just me but everyone too believes that "miracle" is something big, something that the whole world sees, something you're hoping to happen right how you have visualized or dreamed to be. But that is not what we called as miracles. How many times we wanted something, spent hours and hours to dream yet at the end it never happened exactly like how we were hoping to me? Sometimes it didn't even happen even for a slight. I had been in that situations many of time in the past but my life has been too different, too good and too much miracles I've been living, seeing and breathing.
Miracle is when you allowed to yourself to see, to feel the joy and to feel the blessings HE gives to you. Have you ever been in a situation where you are supposedly to be so angry, to actually hate yourself/the other person yet you felt just calm and know you'll be alright? Okay! this is not a kind of miracle you ever hoped to be nor even had in mind but look, if HE didn't give HIS blessing right on that time and the anger strikes you badly, how many bad thing are going to happen in your life afterwards? But before you tell other to believe in it, you've to feel it first.
Miracle does not happen once in a year but it happens daily if you allowed them to see, to feel and to share. For a simple thing : If usually it takes an hour from your house - office with so much traffic at office hours but there's this one day where the road is just suddenly empty even nothing happen, that shall also be called as GOD's Favor. Miracle is GOD's favor to us, HIS Gifts and living with happiness everyday is one of them.
The truth, a long time back, I always begged for miracles. I used to challenge HIM " If miracle exists, then i want this, that to happen like this like that ", but it never did. Of course, I was too angry with LORD, why could everyone's prayers got answered but not mine? Why not mine? what did I do wrong? How long should I waited for? The truth, we are all feel jealous with others whom getting things we have been wanting to have for years. it killed me for so many years (precisely I forgot when), but since then I didn't believe in miracle. I kept angering with HIM, with myself and I decided to just walk away from HIM for time being which it was great time.
Time flew, a year passed and hey, I knew HE did the right things to me by not granting it! I really couldn't recalled since when I started to believe in miracles but I knew, I was so thankful HE didn't do any miracle on me previously! HE didn't grant any of my wishes because I knew, if HE did, I would had been more suffer, worst than I could imagined.
The hated , the disbelieved in HIM, I went through them all for years, years and years. Seeking here and there, which GOD I should be loyal too. Dad is buddhist, Mom is catholic but none of them are very religious. My exes are all Muslims. At junior high school, I learnt Buddhism and brought up with the stories of the Goddess then later at Senior high School, I was educated at Anglican School and I went with Christian Communities. So Really, I tasted here and there until I decided to choose Christianity and stays here. And its Mr. Grumpy who brought me closer to the LORD, through him, I found the ALMIGHTY JESUS.
Anyway, try to recall for the small things have happened in you today or yesterday then you can find one simple miracle. After you find them, don't forget to say THANK YOU! because nothing can go through smoothly even its a simple thing without HIS permissions, true? :)
We are living in the world HE created. HE gives you option in everything to follow HIS ways or use your LOGIC and trust your Instinct or listen to some fortune teller. The decision is not in HIS hands but it's in yours where each door has its consequences.
The righteous way takes time and extra patience just like making homemade food. You've to chop the vegetables, the ingredients, so much efforts, so much time wasted but you know, it brings your family closer and the family time is precious. While the devil way is like fast-food, simple and delicious but it harms your body double, triple or even more depending on how big your temptations are. In other way of saying, we are all know eating too much Junk food and restaurant food does too much harms of your body at the end especially the fried stuff.
Anyway, I better go to sleep! a way too sleep and I have no idea why am I becoming this wise somehow LOL! The work occupies me quite much and I need a break! Goodnight
Anyway, while I was busy editing (checking photos basically), I turned on " How Great is OUR GOD" sung by Chris Tomlin. Quite loud and I started to sing like always, then the older soul of mine came out and made me quite well, old LOL!! Oh just in case you never heard the awesome song on praising how GREAT HE really is, Just check the youtube : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b69CcVs8pMc&feature=related and its really soothes my soul.
SO what are my random thoughts? Today's random thought from the overloaded brain is
" The best things and person in life doesn't come nor it should ever leave quickly. It's actually a process, it takes time and always come unexpectedly. But when you recalled the beautiful things, you know it came (comes and will be coming) at the Right Time, The Right Feeling and with the Right Person/Moment. Undeniably, whenever I took myself to sit and remembered, I realized great things are showering my daily life & HE gives what I needed the most at the time NOT what I wanted more. HIS plans are just PERFECT and HE blesses me so much with MIRACLES. My life is not always happy but HE always makes me ended the day with something I can smile for and be thankful about. No One says that "Miracle has to be something big", but instead when you gathered together those small little things that goes so right is called as Miracle. HIS blessings does not always 100% shows but the tiny little things which you forgot to count are the ones you need to say thank you the most. "
.... THE REASON : I've no idea why but maybe because the song and I sang them from the deepest of my heart. Actually, no matter how screwed up my day is, I know Mr. Grumpy will do whatever it takes to just bring that smile in my face. No matter how cool I acted or how stress I'm, being with him has really given me peace. Is it the way he make me feel, the effort he does or its just because I want to feel good? But regardless whatever crap day I had, I gave my best to actually spent my time to pray and forgive. Often Its hard, it took a day but I knew, I'll. The first prayer of asking HIM to forgive the person who harmed you is tough but as its for the 2nd, 3rd, 4th, it'll be easier even if they are still hurting you.
The first thing to do is ask HIM to forgive, accept the forgiveness then you can find peace. and having Mr. Grumpy by my side, Believing in HIS plans and Asking for HIS Forgiveness are the things which make me so thankful in life. And eversince I surrender myself in HIM, I know HE Have great plans for us, for me, for Grumpy, for our career, for our relationship and great future too. Mr. Grumpy is not perfect of course, I named him Grumpy for a reason but this grumpy man of mine is the one who have always been my reminder about the LORD. The memories we made, the ups and downs we went through made me even more surrender in HIM. In other way of saying, our life together itself is a MIRACLE from HIM. Our journey is not easy but HE makes us succeeded in each tests HE gives us and for me, personally, it's a miracle.
I'm sure not just me but everyone too believes that "miracle" is something big, something that the whole world sees, something you're hoping to happen right how you have visualized or dreamed to be. But that is not what we called as miracles. How many times we wanted something, spent hours and hours to dream yet at the end it never happened exactly like how we were hoping to me? Sometimes it didn't even happen even for a slight. I had been in that situations many of time in the past but my life has been too different, too good and too much miracles I've been living, seeing and breathing.
Miracle is when you allowed to yourself to see, to feel the joy and to feel the blessings HE gives to you. Have you ever been in a situation where you are supposedly to be so angry, to actually hate yourself/the other person yet you felt just calm and know you'll be alright? Okay! this is not a kind of miracle you ever hoped to be nor even had in mind but look, if HE didn't give HIS blessing right on that time and the anger strikes you badly, how many bad thing are going to happen in your life afterwards? But before you tell other to believe in it, you've to feel it first.
Miracle does not happen once in a year but it happens daily if you allowed them to see, to feel and to share. For a simple thing : If usually it takes an hour from your house - office with so much traffic at office hours but there's this one day where the road is just suddenly empty even nothing happen, that shall also be called as GOD's Favor. Miracle is GOD's favor to us, HIS Gifts and living with happiness everyday is one of them.
The truth, a long time back, I always begged for miracles. I used to challenge HIM " If miracle exists, then i want this, that to happen like this like that ", but it never did. Of course, I was too angry with LORD, why could everyone's prayers got answered but not mine? Why not mine? what did I do wrong? How long should I waited for? The truth, we are all feel jealous with others whom getting things we have been wanting to have for years. it killed me for so many years (precisely I forgot when), but since then I didn't believe in miracle. I kept angering with HIM, with myself and I decided to just walk away from HIM for time being which it was great time.
Time flew, a year passed and hey, I knew HE did the right things to me by not granting it! I really couldn't recalled since when I started to believe in miracles but I knew, I was so thankful HE didn't do any miracle on me previously! HE didn't grant any of my wishes because I knew, if HE did, I would had been more suffer, worst than I could imagined.
The hated , the disbelieved in HIM, I went through them all for years, years and years. Seeking here and there, which GOD I should be loyal too. Dad is buddhist, Mom is catholic but none of them are very religious. My exes are all Muslims. At junior high school, I learnt Buddhism and brought up with the stories of the Goddess then later at Senior high School, I was educated at Anglican School and I went with Christian Communities. So Really, I tasted here and there until I decided to choose Christianity and stays here. And its Mr. Grumpy who brought me closer to the LORD, through him, I found the ALMIGHTY JESUS.
Anyway, try to recall for the small things have happened in you today or yesterday then you can find one simple miracle. After you find them, don't forget to say THANK YOU! because nothing can go through smoothly even its a simple thing without HIS permissions, true? :)
We are living in the world HE created. HE gives you option in everything to follow HIS ways or use your LOGIC and trust your Instinct or listen to some fortune teller. The decision is not in HIS hands but it's in yours where each door has its consequences.
The righteous way takes time and extra patience just like making homemade food. You've to chop the vegetables, the ingredients, so much efforts, so much time wasted but you know, it brings your family closer and the family time is precious. While the devil way is like fast-food, simple and delicious but it harms your body double, triple or even more depending on how big your temptations are. In other way of saying, we are all know eating too much Junk food and restaurant food does too much harms of your body at the end especially the fried stuff.
Anyway, I better go to sleep! a way too sleep and I have no idea why am I becoming this wise somehow LOL! The work occupies me quite much and I need a break! Goodnight
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